Part 1

Rainy Stories (Part One)
About Me: I am Rainy, a girl who is extremely emo when coming to some situations. Although I'm only fifteen years old this year, I had an ex-boyfriend, an ex whom I still hold close to my heart.
We got together on the 26th last year, and because of my ex's parents disapproval of us being together, I broke up with him 6 months later. "Good things dont last", but the 6 months were my happiest moments of my 14 year old life, despite the painful breakup period. After a few months, I thought that I would be able to let my ex go. However, I just realised this year that I really wanted my ex as a friend, a good friend. I wasnt sure if my ex was okay with it, and started losing confidence, and felt that I was disturbing him. Also, I am afraid to write letters to him, living with the fear that his mom will see it, and problems will brew again. I'm now at a complete loss, and the photo whom we promised to take together, never came. I came across my cousin's blog, and felt that it was extremely relatable to how I feel about my ex, and wrote an extract in my diary: "Maybe you were the wrong puzzle piece, maybe i was the wrong puzzle piece; we will never know. But someday somehow, should our puzzle piece take on a new shape, will we try to fit it in again?" I started wondering and wondering, but came to no conclusion. Perhaps the best way is to wait, and hope that my ex will be happy everyday & of course, I hope that the awkwardness between us will dissolve, and start being good friends again, though we can probably not get back together again in the near future.